Zachary Chartkoff
The Dead
I love cafes! "I'd only cheat on
you
with
the dead." Where else
could I overhear that but here? Who wouldn't want the dead?
Who doesn't feel sorry for them now? Like we're so sure, we know. We
know and we all sneer and scoff at the dead. No sex! No
passion! They just watch us. Endlessly! Death makes mere voyeurs of
us all … unless … everyone dead has so much wild hoopla, corporal
fun, cheap thrills, that they can't be bothered with us. We, the
Whining — I mean, Living — who shun the dead. We who cannot even
discuss love or what happens next without making things up. We who
claim to love everything.
Kafka Lay In Bed
Everybody I pass by has
the burden of potential. I love potential; the potential of
potential, the hunger for all things I can't have. For all the things I
will never know. Not in the Biblical sense. Not how William Carlos
Williams knew, sad and pathetic; confessing on his deathbed
to his legions of affairs. No. I do not want to end in a smear of
ridicule but I love that Goethe
never had sex until he was 40 or that Kafka lay in bed, night after
night, writing "so alone, so all alone" in his notebook with doodles.
Whale Boat Slaughter
There are unpardonable
crimes; to kill a whale, our
"survivor of the seabed." And yet a hundred years ago
Melville just saw oil and exploit. And a hundred years from now?
There will be no whales. My grand children will ask: "why didn't you do
some thing when you could?" Ai!,
my child, what? Demand all our poor to consume less?
Welcome whale boat slaughter? Our civilization calls for us to take
up poetry, not weapons, against unpardonable crime. And then at
last, I tell you, I reason, while we rhyme, the last whale will be
caught; what a price for our damn poem, damn rhyme.
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