Zachery Chartkoff 

The Shark Girl:  Sonnet Cycle 


I.

Press your mouth up to mine. These words displease
but its all we got. I am salt, blue mists
covering dune grass. Dunes are the junkie's
eyelashes. You are drunk. Our kiss consists
of your tongue in my mouth. Fat tongue that twists
in the wet air. Your mouth is a squandered
coast, a lone girl walking toward us. This tryst
is odd, you would never allow a third
to join us, another voice that yammered
your name. Yammering. Once I kissed the ghost
of a drowned girl. You are not her. No word
or kiss can bring her back. You, a bone coast
and I? Something simple you will forget,
like tar fog's chill or a love dog's regret.

 

II.

It is not this kiss that binds ghosts here. Not
their drowned bodies, you see, that is crucial
to keep the drowned here; "if I had known what
it's like …" No kiss can fill them with lustful
warmth. I ran my tongue along each dreadful
wound. Kissed where the skin webbed the hand into
fin. Her breath gave off a starved-curd, carnal
stench. I licked right where the shark teeth bit through
her side. Where "Ta'awah," the old Hebrew
word for lust, was cut before they threw her
overboard. It's not this kiss they want, you
see, but the breath that comes with the rapture.
Let them say, "if I'd known what it's like, dear,
I'd have let you take me right now, right here."


III.

A plea heard, cut off, like mad. Guttural
distress in the fog. Some depraved rapture.
Raving. Someone in the grizzle-drizzle.
Some thing out there yowling out her vulgar
garbled mouthfuls. Ghost girl. Still, I shiver
every time she touched me. Passing through me
like ice. The way the dead always shudder
when they embrace us with blue lips milky
with need. They say death turns lust nakedly
urgent. Who still cries like that? Her mouth swung
open. The coast swung shut. Who would blindly
follow to the root of that throat? My tongue
lost in mist. Someone gives a cry, distress.
Cuts off, cries, cut off, cries. This is endless.