Don Kimball 

Jilted

How hard I hurt, through April, May and June
to thrash this out in verse, work out the stress,
buffooned by the mean light of an old moon,
awake, alone, at home where I’d obsess,
replaying what Bo did and why – that snake
who left me by the altar, love all moot;
lonely for friends to bring me carrot cake,
to make me laugh and help me cuss that beaut!
Then, I put on my face, this mask; like Garbo
I needed solitude, to cut and play
the blues; to moan a ballad like those hobo
poets, Whitman, Villon – and end the day,
not high or drunk, nor one who twangs a rhinestone
guitar; I bawled, then flushed his cheap cologne.